Will my will please step out of the crowd?

So...

last night I was writing before bed, trying to identify the feelings and fears I've been having, and I began to see specifically where the emotions and pain were located.

This pain actually began to gather in my will center (solar plexus for those of you who are unfamiliar with the chakras).

So I stopped writing when it became too painful to bear, laid back and gave myself some reiki. But now today, the pain is there, not so strong, but clenching, pulling.... like a little gremlin is pulling at my will and twisting my gut.

And then my Pigeon flew by today to ask me how I'm doing with my Marketing Research.... seeing as he is doing great. I listened to him talk about how he went about doing his research, and realized that I could change my approach a lot.... shorten my survey for one thing to make it more likely for people to talk to me.

And just dive in.

But Lyle also gave me a deadline to work towards as well- the group meets on teh first friday of each month- so on the first of April. I should have my research finished before then.