Being Helpless

I have no remembrance of battle, except in my bones... and I am not prepared to fight for life- I am prepared to accept that which comes and love my life and myself as I can... I do not believe that fighting is going to bring peace nor heal the sick (including myself of course). I have gained nothing for myself in this life by being aggressive, by pushing forward...

Everything that I have ever been blessed with has been through the power of love and love alone. When I am open and clear and ready for the universe to give to me what I need, then it flows.

If it appears to you that I'm being "helpless" then accept this, the only way that I can move forward is by going within and healing myself there- and for a long long time I have run from pain, I have hidden from the truths of my past and I have written and taught at times without truly living the words- in some ways you could say that I am doing more work now than I know how to handle simply by being here, being receptive and trying not to shield myself from what is out there, and what is within.