The Labyrinth

My path is changing. I am changing. It may be that I am not to teach, or it may be that in order to truly teach, I must use this time now... and free myself from that which I have become boxed in by.

I feel boxed in a giant labyrinth of my own mind, my own brain and I may have to find the Minotaur and kiss him before I can open the gateway out. I am not sure about being inspirational, or smart right now, if I was, would I be where I am now? Would I be struggling so hard in every way- even physically?

I know and don't know all things, and I am tired of being split in a billion little pieces, each fighting for a piece of rental property. I'm tired of the destruction and the mayhem and the pain, and I have to accept that these things exist in myself, so that I can seek a resolution. This time it's wholeness, integration, acceptance and all things, or it is nothing. I've had it with half measures.